Let me paint you a picture. I'm chilling on Janae's love sac with my computer on my lap, janae is cuddled up in a blanket on my couch looking like she's avoiding Scotty West and we're watching 7 Pounds. Janae doesn't even like movies, this should be an indication of how bored we are and how exciting our lives have become. We just got back from delivering nice notes (aka magnifying my calling, Janae does such a good job)we ran into hoards of people on their way to the social event of the year...Milkshake Night at Jen Flannary's house. Doesn't that sound appealing? Clearly it does to the rest of the ward...not to us. If you it were this time last year we would be all over that, like Janae is to USU Basketball. (well maybe that's a bit of a stretch). But you get my point right? Things are different now. We hate crap like that. Because we suck at life.
Maybe I'm being too hard on us. We don't suck at life. We are very good at the things we do. The problem is we only do the things we are good at, we don't do much else. What happened to the days when we threw parties for people we didn't know? What happened to the days when we went to Cinco de Mayo parties? What happened to the days when we watched Groundhog Day at Bryce's? What happened to the days when we actually made an effort to make friends? Oh, I remember, those days weren't exactly successful. So we stopped. I know, that's not the right attitude. But it's what we did, so sue us. Maybe we want to live the rest of our lives like this. Janae loves to sit on the couch and watch movies. Its her favorite thing to do. She'd be happy to spend the rest of her days doing that as long as I am near her side, sitting on the love sac watching the same movie while simultaneously blogging (just to pass time and to keep me awake) and IMing a boy I can never have.
But its fine. Because our countdown chain to Ireland only has 12 more links. This trip will change our life. Janae plans to come home pregant. I plan to come home engaged. Then we will stop sucking at life.